The Year is Coming to An End

But it was a good one year...........(to be s-pecific with a silence S)hahaha.....a great 27 days.

Struggling, Understanding, Learning, Giving, Receiving, and finally being..............

I would probably never want to ask for anything better in life anymore, but to let me give even more.
to take your worries away,
to let you smile again,
to wash our sins away,
to let you love again,
I hope i have done all this for you, i hope i have always been there for you when you want me to, i hope i have given you love, love that you have to dearly hoped for, i hope i have been your shelter, the comfort that you can always hold on to, i hope i have given you strength, to move on, and never be afraid.....if i have not, let me keep loving you, let me be your everything......


[I REMEMBERED BECAUSE I HAVE TO, MY PROMISE TO YOU, I WILL KEEP, FOR YOU I WILL]


(That very day) Wednesday, 28, 2007

I feel exhausted.........

From what i had taken and bared,
From what i had hated and forgive,
From searching and never finding,
I'm done, i don't want to pretend.............



Thursday, 29, 2007

I pretended no more..............
Let me love you.....now and forever........



(Day 1) Saturday, 1, 2007,

And I will remember it now and forever, i asked and you replied, i gave and you gave back....
And I look now for our days together, waking up with the sun so beautiful, with the smell of your hair taking me back,
and i ask myself

"Will you keep me in my dreams, O Lord? Let me dream and never wake up, let me sleep, and never have to be afraid ever again, ever again...."



(Day 27) Thursday, 27, 2007

I'm sitting hear listening........


I never really told you how i felt during those days the way you told me, because..................









I wouldn't finish that up, Well, i don't think i need to anymore............with all the right reasons....(=......

Thank you my lady.